I know. It was the entire reason I decided not to follow through with it. You may not remember, but I was starting to talk to you about Geass and how it worked.

[ Which is why the accident had started in the first place. ]

It explains how I was able to accomplish what I had. Unfortunately, as one uses it the power grows. Then one loses the ability to control it at will.

[ He doesn't want to talk about killing her. Thinking about it makes him ill all over again. ]

I fell apart afterwards.