The joyride was fun though and he thoroughly enjoyed it, but it wasn't quite enough to shake his headspace back into order.

He sighed a little and rested his chin on his hand.

"Bad things happened to me, you know? I mean before the really bad stuff did. And I never- well I try not to let it bother me, but this. I can't shake it. I'm not crying again, you can't make me." He pointed at Hunk accusingly.

Likely, that made very little sense, because he was babbling drunkenly.

"I want to be like I was before I got captured."