I know, I heard from the others that she was here too.

[Although, she doesn't know if that's for the better or for the worst. A part of her wanted to be selfish and let them stay here. But on the other hand...]

I'm not sure but isn't this what you wanted? Didn't you want to hold my hand?

[While she could be blunt, she had to be sensitive. The last thing she wanted was to push him away after so long. If he wanted to take things one step at a time, she was willing to do that]