[ Speaking with Lelouch had broken enough inside him that he doesn't lose himself in front of her. Doesn't babble or break down at the sound of his (former) name said in such a way.
But there's nothing he can even begin to say before the apology tumbles out. Apologies for not protecting her. For lying to her. For not finding a way to keep her from dying. For every awful thing he did using her name as justification. For not being anything resembling the man she thought he was. ]
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[ Speaking with Lelouch had broken enough inside him that he doesn't lose himself in front of her. Doesn't babble or break down at the sound of his (former) name said in such a way.
But there's nothing he can even begin to say before the apology tumbles out. Apologies for not protecting her. For lying to her. For not finding a way to keep her from dying. For every awful thing he did using her name as justification. For not being anything resembling the man she thought he was. ]