The tension she can feel is so much that someone can cut through it with a butter knife. Everyone sitting in the wagon cannot help but ponder what to do next and she seems to be the odd one out who is looking straight ahead. And then she hears Irhya belittle herself again. This memory must be really hard for her to try and face isn't it?

Maybe that is why her first attempt at trying to get her to wake up fell flat.

"I wouldn't try and beat yourself up so much, darling. That situation is never good for anyone and you did what you thought was needed. I don't know all the details but when people start to lose limbs and throw accusations around quickly, there isn't much we can do in order to survive."