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Monika ([personal profile] peninhand) wrote in [community profile] melodiesofeternity 2018-06-03 12:24 am (UTC)

[ Huh? What was she saying...? And why did it make so much sense? Like a headache, memories flooding back, the reality of this world being exposed for what it was-- ]

Ena...?

[ For the first time she spoke the name as though she recognized her, rather than as though she'd just heard it recently. The Dream Width, Vaikuntha, the Airships... And this place. Her memory. ]

I... [She paused. No. She refused. She was here with her one true love. She couldn't abandon that. She refused to believe it was a memory.] No... Even if that was true... This... This is the happiest I've ever been. [Eyes grew red and teary as she shook her head and looked down. That was everything she had ever wanted. Nothing on Vaikuntha would bring her as much happiness as this. She was no longer constantly questioning the reality of this world, she was no longer lonely and unable to speak freely to anyone. This was perfect.] Aren't we happy here...? Wouldn't you want to stay with me? Even if it's not real, this...

[ She paused and closed her eyes, unable to finish her sentence. Even as the reality of this memory slowly faded, she didn't want to let go of it. But that was wrong, she realized. Ena... What she felt for her at the moment, it wasn't real, was it? Just an effect of the memory. And even if it were real, she didn't deserve to be trapped in such a place forever. ]

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