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Futaba "where the fuck is the wifi" Sakura ([personal profile] promiselisting) wrote in [community profile] melodiesofeternity 2018-11-13 05:50 am (UTC)

Yeah but-

[ She's not going to ever disagree about how good Sojiro is. She will defend her adoptive father to the death. But that wasn't what she was trying to go for here. ]

He, he saved me. He, and Ren and the others. Before, I... I didn't really have anybody. They... they're my family. More than my actual relatives.

[ She lifts a hand to fist it in her hair, feeling a bit frazzled. Probably looking it too. That's... more than she's admitted to most people, except Ren. And Sojiro. ]

And so I.... For a long time I just. I didn't talk to people. And I know there must've been other people out there who went through the same thing but it's still... I don't really know how to talk about it well. But... it's not the same but I get it. Nobody being there and you having nobody but yourself but feeling like you're not-

[ Not good enough. Not worth it. That kind of feeling. That kind of loneliness. And just. ]

I-If anybody tries to give you a hard time about it, I'll kick their ass.

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