You know, I did too... back on Crystallis. That's before I was asked to spy on a small group of Heroes who were sent to fight one so I could get the Red Mage job.

[He never really told anyone he'd done that; had kept it on the down-low. Yet it was something he was good at - frighteningly so, even when injured.]

Nearly lost another arm in the process trying to make sure they got out alright.

[...The moment he says it he realizes himself and a "tch" leaves his gritted teeth. At the same time watching the Marlboro devouring a now-dead racer. It's an automatic response that he just... shuts down his emotions the moment horror began to creep up inside his heart. The bile heating up and burning the back of his throat.]

Should have known better considering where I'd been, but... [He grimaces.] It says a lot about a people that they find this entertaining.