After a moment or so, she literally just sat herself the rest of the way onto the floor, crossing her legs as she reached into her kimono to pull out her pipe... or attempted to, anyways, but her hand was shaking so badly she could hardly hold onto it, eventually dropping it before she clutched at her head once more.

She said nothing, but it was impossible to mistake this for anything else. Bared raw for Finn was a story without words... Especially when she tried to reach for the pipe again...

... but with her right arm. And upon realizing it, screaming loud enough to scratch up her throat, anger and agony mixing as one.